A huge plate full of rice (guilt and fear of illness have most likely shrunk my stomach- I feel physically ill if I had more than a cup).

Solid, well-formed hands and fingers with no veins and creapey skin. I’d like to wear heaps of rings, but my hands are ugly.

A modestly substantial, well-formed butt. Yes, I do squats and all that everyday, but alas…

Perfect eyesight. FUCK these goddamned glasses.

Full, luxurious, out of control, brazenly lush facial hair.

Justice on my own terms.

To go back in time just once and be able to say to this person - YES YOU WERE WRONG YOU STUPID CUNT.

Longer eyelashes

To go back in time just once and say to my Tatay (my mom’s dad) - I PICKED A DIFFERENT PATH AND I’M GLAD I DID BECAUSE I’M HAPPY.

To go back in time just once with my camera and take a million photos of my old cat Tiger because I can’t remember what she looks like anymore :-(